confused and unknowntick tick tick time keeps going and going sitting still waiting for...? Unknown. left. right? up? down. where did it go? How did it leave? or has it been hereconfused and unknown
all along? tick tick tick time still going and going. still sitting. Still waiting. look upside down inside out come to find out it never even left
renewedNot what I once was changed and renewed a contract made long ago with someone old but new again and again it faultered until the proper reason came- a smile, a hug, a kiss- loved, trusted, renewed i becamerenewed
no title requiredone step one breath one life one second to begin one second to end life keeps going even as mine doesnt one smile one kiss one time timeno title required
slowing till everything is standing still stuck in the moment stuck in my head my life each step each breath each life no names here once gone twice life no names no titles required
to my life my love againSparking eyes play with the night sky just a few nights past as you sway back and forth to your inspiring mast here i am i sit and wait for youto my life my love again
Walking in your little black dress
trying not to notice the rest here i am I sit and wait for you
Opening my arms i feel you against me your smiles engulf me
Here I am I sit and wait for you
My hand under your chin
waiting for you to begin Here i am I sit and wait for you
Your lips touch mine in the dark night sky under the tree of your church
soon i know the time will come you wil
such as it endsI speak to the dead, to read half truths i look to the past to feel what i was The cave of my life,such as it ends
that protection i had
gone in an eye flash and now i am dead
i look back and wish i had it all now i wish what i had then i still knew its all gone so very far
remorse and pain sorrow and blood sacrafice and torture i'd take you all take it all into me
take it all pain and suffering to go back to what i know what i control what is mine
i speak to the dead and they tell me half truth i speak to my self and i know nothing
Tourtered angellooking at you i see what i want you know what you are and what you do to meTourtered angel
flesh so soft
delicious ripe.... to tear into it viciously vivaciously
i want you now lying on the floor cold in darkness
the stone on your nakid flesh whithering and writhing
contorting
your heart beats faster when the touch i give you
your heart i can feel when i touch your chest
holding onto you and touch your breast i lick your flesh delicious
i sewe what you are beneth your
for you
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